Possibly Nico is not Dommie’s biological son?I had a few affairs around the time that he was born?maybe there’s more macho in him. At least Nico u...derstands why he needs strict discipline. It’s a shame his father is such a mess.As I swing the whippy cane against Dominicus’s pale buttocks, I smile, looking at the big red ?S? I branded there, years ago. Nico and Deuce have one each on their buttocks, which I imprinted around puberty, when I instilled the chastity belts. They are property of their. What's happening to me? she asked herself, glancing back and forth between the screen and her roommate. I've never even taken karate ... and I just ninja-kicked my roommate's butt. The butch dyke, biker-bitch army-brat! I didn't even give her time to throw a punch!She finished the tape she was watching and packed up the rest, putting them in the box with her things. She caught sight of herself in a mirror and stared. Her freckles were definitely fading, and her hair looked darker. Her eyes were. ”“No, you don’t. If you slip, it’ll be without even realizing what is happening until you find yourself in a situation which, if not physical, will be emotional, and in some ways that’s even worse.”“That has been suggested.”“What I’m trying to tell you is that you can’t be cavalier about this. Fine. You can turn off your libido. But libido isn’t what will cause you to slip, Mike. It’s your psyche, and that is something much more difficult to control.”“That has also been suggested, by me, in. “Can we go for a walk?”“Just you and me?”“Yes.”“Sure. Let’s get our coats.”Dad and I went to the closet by the front door, got our coats, put them on, then went outside. I put my hand in his and he squeezed once, the way he always does, and then we walked down the driveway holding hands.“What’s the matter, Pumpkin?” he asked.“What happens when we die?”“Are you thinking about the first Birgit?”“And Jorge.”“I don’t know the answer for sure,” Dad said. “But I can tell you something that happened.