She scolded me for being so careless. She knew of my desire to take a lover. She does not approve. She warned me that Howard would never accept it. Sh... can't understand why I would want to cheat on him. She sees him as the perfect husband. She's right of course. He is perfect. Too perfect.Why am I so hell-bent on self-destruction? Why do I think I can have my wonderful husband and another man on the side? I don't understand myself. It's not like I haven't had the experience of other men before. ........................Sitting in the warm water, the steam helping to moisten my parched mouth I manage to reply ‘Yes Master James I understand’‘Good girl’That seems to be what he wants to hear as he passes me a soft sponge and sits on the side of the tub, watching me intently. Washing in front of him makes me want to howl. My body is bruised and marked from the hell he put me through last night and yet now he is here watching me like a lover. The tears fall silently as I attempt to sooth my. Then after college, I landed in an IT company and fell in love with my colleague. I lost my virginity to him. That relationship didn’t last long. Then like any other Indian girl, I married a boy whom my parents wanted to. It’s been a long time since I masturbated thinking of my dad.I started to imagine that my daddy was licking my sweaty armpits. (I always had an but sadly my husband never does it). Then I began to finger my pussy vigorously. My middle finger reached halfway through my hole. I. He made a face as he realized what had happened, and mouthed I’m sorry. I waved him off and told him that it was my pleasure, and that was an occupational hazard from work. He laughed at that and we walked to the register together. I paid for mine first and then went to the changing room to change nylons while he paid for his purchase. When I came out, he was waiting for me with a smile on his face. He said the sales girl had told him she would be interested in working for him if his company.