After that she stopped calling me for going outside but her husband called me for problem in computer and I am good at software.We didn’t have any c...nversation but had several times eye contact.When her husband went to take a bath she broke the silence told that she only looked at me as brother and want to talk to me again but I didn’t reply anything with shame and left the house.Somedays later I messaged her saying sorry as time flew she forgot the past.Then there was a serious problem for her. Her father was in the den watching a basketball game on TV, and Tess was in her room reading a heavy, inspiring romance. When she got to the part where the hero swept the heroine off her feet and carried her to his bed, Tess realized her pussy was damp.She rubbed her thighs together, feeling the warmth, the wetness, as her crotch came to life. An itching, tickling sensation emanated from deep inside her pussy and seemed to spread downward, right to her cuntlips where they brushed against her. And she had nice boobs also. And that day itself I decided to fuck her. And I used shag everyday in bathroom imagining to fuck her.But, before that I wanted to know whether she is interested in sex, So I made a initial plan. I bought a sex book from market and as usual when the call came for her I just opened the book with some sexy position of a man and women, and kept it open just near the telephone as if I have forgotten it there by mistake. She came and I was looking at her behind the door,. A month ago I would've hated the idea, butnow...anything that might help with the way I'm feeling.DAY 32Had my first appointment with Dr. [Name Redacted]. He said it soundedlike I might have gender dysphoria. I fuckin' walked out. I'm not a [SlurRedacted], I'm a man!DAY 34Felt like shit again. Dr. [Name Redacted] called, and I set up anotherappointment. Maybe he's right. I've been looking online and the symptomsfit.DAY 35Second appointment with Dr. [Name Redacted]. I think he's right. I'vespent.