I was so surprised as the camera panned down to her crotch, revealing long curly hair conspicuously framing her cameltoe pussy. The camera continued u...ward and her dark nipples were taunt and standing up threw the thin transparent material." Her hands began a slow caressing of her neck and shoulders, working their way down on the outside of the clothing, fingertips traced the outlines of her breasts in circles. One hand stole down between her legs, and I watched her touching herself thru the. I wanted to come out, and possibly not just at work, buttotally. I wanted to start hormone therapy, and have some surgicalfeminization procedures done to help me look more feminine.I didn't want to go 'all the way', but I knew that with the rightcombination and dosage of estrogen, and anti-androgens, I would becomemore feminine, and my testicles, and my 'clitty' would shrink from whatI had read. But the desire for body shaping, butt lift, D, or even DDbreast implants, something so big there was. She walked around me slowly, inspecting the body of which she owns.“Your collar pet, where is it?” she questioned. I said no words. “I am asking you a question pet, I expect an answer,” She demanded.“I took it off ma'am,” I whispered.“Do you not like the symbol of your ownership? Why is it you mock the very nature of this relationship? Hmm? “Go fetch it bitch, and bring it to me,” She commanded. I brought down the collar and she then placed it tightly around my neck securing it in place with a. “John” I said softly, cupping his face in my hands. “You know how much I love having sex with you. And that it has meant so much to me.” I sighed, closed my eyes and gave him a gentle, lingering kiss. I broke away slowly and looked deep and serious into his eyes. “But, I just don’t feel the same way.”How he held back the tears that were clearly just under the surface I had no idea. He was having to come to the realization after all this, we were rebound sex for each other, and that was all it.