.............................!!!!!!!!The realisation hit Gina that here, right now, out in the fresh air and under the sun would be our first time for...proper, gentle lovemaking. Not sordid or frantic, this would be a slow, careful union which would propel us to new levels of pleasure. Taking the glass from her trembling hand I put it on the blanket and moved to the middle of the square, waiting for her. Kneeling opposite me, Gina went to unfasten her scarf before removing her wrap dress. I. As it's warming,I am back in my room, laying out cute outfits together, spreading outthem on my bed. My heart flutters with excitement.I squeezed the little bottle of Bath and Bodyworks bubble bath into thewater and watch the tiny, cute, refreshingly feminine scented bubblesform. I then lit the candles and placed them on the area around the tub.I am immediately transported to that luxurious feminine fantasy world Ihad been day dreaming about for months.As the bath filled, I saw the bubbles. ”She was right, Leo mused. He hadn’t thought of it that way.“Well,” he said, tipping his bowl up to gulp down the remaining stew broth, and wiping the back of his hand over his mouth, “why don’t you clean the spot now, and before you go to bed, take the nightgown off and hang it up to dry? I promise I won’t look,” he added quickly.Malkyn hesitated. “Well... “ she said, “well ... yes. I can do that. But only if you really don’t look.”He repeated his promise that he wouldn’t, and they finished. When I read a book I can only get a few pages in beforemy mind wanders to slutty outfits, sex and boy's dicks. When the urge comes, it's strong. This must be what it feels like to beaddicted to cigarettes or drugs. My conscience says "no", but everyother fiber in my body is filled with adrenaline and desire. Fear can be good. It stopped me many times from going too far. Butlittle by little I'd push new boundaries. My desire drives me to tryjust a little more. The devil in my mind pushed me to.