I actually felt fortunate that I was able to live in both worldswith some success, but looking back I now realize just how unfulfillingthat existence ...as. Not belonging, not being the property of another isnot being alive it is existing.I believe in past lives. I do! How else could you possibly explain mydesire to submit to the neighborhood girls when I was only 7 or 8? Howelse do you explain thoughts in my head at age 12 or 13 I should get onhormones now, when I knew nothing about such. I know it gives you a feeling of power over the woman." I didn't say that. What I said was that it's a sexy way for a girl to express herself." Whatever," she said, looking at the way her clothes were absorbing the drywall dust.I made sure we rolled around and got our bodies covered with the white dust. We got it in our hair and in our lungs. We ended up exhausted, but I'm not sure either of us climaxed. I know I didn't. We put on the minimal amount of clothing, and drove back to the house. Helping me since my wife died, he's doing all right too aren't you matey?"But Helmut wasn't listening, he was staring at Eva, whose face was a picture,"Eva?"Her bottom lip trembled, then the dam burst, "Helmut, oh Helmut it's you"Chris and I stood gobsmacked as he ran from behind the bar and they embraced, both crying and kissing, it was unbelievable, her brother was here pulling our pints!"Well bugger me" the landlord said in astonishment, "I'd better have a pint as well" and he pulled himself. He had seen her acting the haughty princess with the hired help. It was at this point he realised that her true self was not the same as the image she projected to the world.He chuckled when she called out, “Please, Master Mage, may I come in?”Ricky reefed the door open. “What do you want, Faerie girl?” he barked crankily at her as if he was angry that she had the audacity to annoy him.Micky gave him her most winning and disarming smile, not the least bit daunted by his greeting. “My parents.