All i have now are memories of what used to be and fantasies of what i hope everyday ill still have sooner or later.like i said though it confuses me ...ecause maybe it really is her and she still has the desire to be with me again but cant or doesnt want to physically. my mom has always known that i had a thing for her and older women in general so she would know if there were pictures of her out there i would find them.IF i can figure out how to upload pictures ill take a picture of her. I pulled my coat closed and got up and sat by hubby, the poor old chap looked so disappoint but nothing much I could do.The train pulled into Charing Cross, and we crossed the Strand, and made our way past saint Martins church, where there is a homeless shelter, there was lots of guys queueing to get a bed for the night, it was so sad to see, but a plan was coming into my head on how I might be able to give a little to someone that night.I put my plan to Chas, he wasn’t to keen at first,. She laughed and played with her tongue in that manner again. I said if she would like that and to my surprise she said yes, and that she was dead serious. I had been her first everything ever so she was curious to check was the fuss was about big cocks. Needless to say, I'm not exactly proud of my 4-inch (when erect) dick. I said that I would not like to be there, but that she could do it once as long as I knew about it all the way. She deserved to know how that felt, especially since I. "You had sex with him after I fucked you?" I said to her.Brandy giggled.I looked at her."What's so funny?" I said.She looked at me and said, "This is where the gross part comes in. You sure?" she said."Yes, I cannot imagine what the hell it is," I said with a laugh.When Brandy told me, I almost choked with laughter."Brian went down on me within a couple of minutes after I got home," Brandy said.It sank in. Brian being so homophobic and so anti-gay, and not even discussing the possibility of a.