She had done nothing to deserve such a crass remark. How could I profess to love her and yet come out with something like that? She did not deserve so...eone like me. It was more than that; I did not deserve someone like her. I caught up with her in the kitchen."Clare, I am really sorry. I can't take the words back, but believe me, I would if I could."She looked at me though red-rimmed eyes. "How could you say such a thing?"I tried to explain, but my explanation was puerile, utterly puerile. In. She saw the filming crew, a camera man, another older guy sitting on a chair, the "director" ?What is he going to do when I am on bed, naked, men tasked with fucking me standing in line ?Looking over her shoulder, her husband and his friend standing at the door, her husband smiled encouragingly ..She took a deep breath and recalled why is she doing this ..Weeks ago, she came back home from work, her husband was in the den, on his laptop, his big penis in hand, chatting with a naked blond ...The. "Me and Dan finally came out of the kitchen after seemingly endless minutes.Mark looks at his watch."Oh crap, 10. We gotta go if we don't want to all have bed heads tomorrow when we go to Hawaii. All except Alex, come with me."Right then I went upstairs and tried to go to sleep. I ended up getting 2 hours of sleep, the other 6 thinking about how I might fuck the chick I love.My friends came at 6:30. I somehow managed to get packed, dressed, and showered in a half an hour. "Ready to go, guys?" I. Caroline was in awe at the sight she was seeing,there was Justin wearing shorts,his bottom looked so inviting,she wanted to reach out and touch it,she wanted to squeeze it,she felt very sexually aroused now;what was going to happen,all Caroline could do was watch,she couldn't move,she wanted so much to open the door and stand next to Justin,she was open to the idea of taking whatever Justin was about to take from the Abbot.Caroline knew what happened to those who went inside the Abbot's.