I won't stay, but I brought in some of the new wine that is making very well. I brought a big bottle of grappa too. You'll need that."Mom came over an... grabbed D's arm and pulled him to the kitchen area. D soon had a plate of food and was hunting for a place to sit. I wonder where Mom found more food as the guys kept getting up and going after more pieces of fried chicken.There were delicious rolls to sop up the cream gravy that leaked from the mashed potato lake next to the green beans on my. I am going to sit in a chair about five feet away andif you so choose you can turn around , open the door,and escape your current situation. But make no mistake? this chance will NEVERhappen again. However, should you choose to stay, you will strip naked andstand for my inspection. Make a wise choice my pet? for this night will behard, I will push you farther than you could ever imagine. I will do things toyou that you have only dreamed of. I will make you beg me to stop? I will makeyou beg me. Gone were the painful and fumbling pokes and jabs and thrusts that I remembered from under the stadium bleachers.She took me dancing, and introduced me to places I'd only imagined. Bars full of women, openly admiring each other. Clubs packed with women of all shapes, sizes, colors, butch and femme, dancing together, holding each other, sharing drinks and secrets and strokes and kisses. Gatherings where no one was furtive. Where being a lesbian wasn't being "different." I felt as though I'd. "By now they were both looking at me expectantly and I suddenly found it difficult to make eye contact with either of them. "Jamie, I want you to think about this before you answer, it's something that we can talk about if you want but ultimately the decision has to be yours, and I want you to know that no matter what you decide, I will support your decision. Allison, this is a lot like not being able to discuss Amber with you without her permission. Kind of a secret, Jamie's secret, so it has.