“Emily... itth... itth me. Ith okay…” he tried to assure her as he reached out a hand. Only realizing it was still covered in partially dried pr... when it was too late.“I’m sorrth... We thnew thith was going to happeth,'' his words were slurred, his mouth didn't want to move correctly, his teeth banged into each other like billiard balls as he spoke. His eyes couldn’t maintain the connection with hers as he looked at the floor. It was too painful to see her look at him like this.“No! No... I. I spent most of the time being debriefed, and downplaying just how much sexual involvement I had had with the girls…and not one of them would point a finger at me. The newest girls talked about all that the others had done to them, but they considered me the nice one, the one that took care of them… and the longer-term girls were so well conditioned to protect their masters that they would not even admit that they’d been touched by anyone at all. I needn’t have bothered… I was reminded a dozen. "I've been horny all day and it just got worse after I knew you were coming over. Then, those young guys whistling at me got me going as well!" Sandy admitted. "If you keep rubbing my legs, I'm not going to be able to control myself and I'm sure you don't want anything to do with an old lady like me" Sandy said. "Can you not tell you are turning me on as well?" I asked Sandy. "Well, I did think I felt you getting hard, but still didn't think you would really want me" Sandy cooed. I decided to. Continuing to trace a path up and down her arm with his free hand, he lay there thinking about how his life had changed. He had been such a miserable bastard that took pleasure from tormenting the people around him and called that strength. Confronted with true strength, he had discovered that in reality he was weak. It was hard to be strong, and he felt that only time would tell if he had been successful in becoming strong.Kelly stirred and asked, “What are you thinking?”In a whisper, Ed.