Well it was at least partly due to my own idiocy, but only part.First, I sent a message to Melissa asking if she would like to meet with me after we h...d been chatting on and off for a couple of weeks or so. After a couple of days, I had no answer I concluded that she had gone off the idea of talking to me.I went back to the drawing board and found another nice lady who I rather liked. Apparently, she was interested enough in me and I started to talk with Elaine, this went on for about a week. From that day on the dynamic in his marriage changed. His wife became more dominant over him as he became submissive to both she and her black lovers.My heart pounded, my breath quickened and I read and re-read that story many times after that, cumming hard each time. I wanted to be that husband. After that eye opening I searched for cuckold stories and watched online cuckold videos exclusively.And then came Thomas. As I said Cin knew him from our company functions. They were attracted to each. "Yes," she giggled. "Why?" Because if I start acting too goofy around you, you might have to change back," I grinned.We both grinned at each other for a while without saying anything until Tina called Kelli over to check on something in the galley. I decided to go see how Darius was doing and take him a glass of iced tea.There were two helms aboard the boat, one forward in the main cabin, whose windows were hidden behind some decorative curtains at the moment, and one atop the 'flying bridge',. She was telling me how she felt, and here I was, arguing with her, telling her that she was wrong, that she was not actually experiencing those feelings.How stupid was that? How can you tell someone they are wrong about how they feel?Well that would stop right away. How she felt was how she felt, so why argue about it?So how did I feel?Strange.No really, it was strange, because when I sat there in the dark on the couch thinking about my recent relationship with my wife, I realized that I was.