Then we can cross that bridge." Thinking that there is no doubt in my mind that I want to do it since I have fanaticized about making love to her for ...ears and never thought it would come to pass. So I waited patiently listening for her to call me. It was only two minutes later that I heard her sweet voice call to me that she was ready.I stepped into the bedroom and was presented the most beautiful sight I have ever seen in my life. The bed covers were pulled down and lying on the bed was Sarah. The blood sprayed out." I hadn't seen his face, but the size and build made me believe it was a man."Ew. You saw that in the water?" Yeah." It had taken place inside a building. The goat's blood had landed on tile.It was probably an animal sacrifice, thought Ursus. They are metaphorically powerful, but I don't like them, and I don't do them."How horrible!" Mary said."I didn't like seeing it, and I'm sure the goat didn't like it." Is that something that just now happened?"Ursus took over. It took a couple of calls to find the meeting spot then reasonably good directions to it. The one o'clock meeting required that I do a little fast moving but I made it just fine.It started with the usual My name is Charles Burke and I'm an alcoholic. I admitted my slip and the circumstances behind it. As usual most of the comments though encouraging meant nothing but as most always happens one person cut right to it."Going out drugged might be okay for most people, but not for you. If it was. Well&hellip,Im done&hellip, I said. Me too! Then lets go! Aky said getting up and grabbing his clothes. Hang on&hellip,hang on&hellip,I said grabbing my clothes on the floor and going to the door. Expect us! I said getting dressed with Aky and finally leaving to his house. So&hellip,.what are we gonna pick up? I asked. Some small things for our fun tonight..He said smiling at me. Riiiiight&hellip,are you actually going to torture him? I asked. Maybe a little harder&hellip,I was afraid of doing.