It is my pride to accept that. To invite it. It has become my life. It is who I am. I know that now.Sometimes I wonder about this girl Kristie. I knew...her once. She was a healthy girl who worked hard. She loved to exercise her body. Kristie shared her life with uncomplicated friends. It was a dull life. Her days and nights had no meaning. She shared them with meaningless people. She worked with them in a meaningless job. She spent days at the beach with them. She spent her nights in. I curled my head down and saw a white glob drop down onto the ground. "Fuck, that's so hot!" said the guy snapping pictures.I knew I wasn't getting it all out, and my knees were really scraped up and sore now so I moved to sit on one of the benches now that no one was holding me down anymore. I rubbed my knees and saw Bill and Rob also sitting naked on a nearby bench when the guy with my camera said, "Here, one of you guys take this while I take my turn." You said I could go if I did as you. His Adam's Apple disappeared. The area immediately around the nipples on his chest felt tender and more sensitive.*Her fantasy man began to slowly and gently smother her with kisses before finally settling on kissing and licking her nipples. She trembled. She wanted him. She wanted him desperately.*His voice became higher as he continued to masturbate at an ever faster pace. 'God, but I feel soooo sexy.....' he gasped in a soprano voice. 'Oh, God....you make me feel sooo good. Please God,. She felt the tip of his cock on her now bare ass, pushing down between her cheeks. Once they were pulled down and off her legs, his knees spread her legs wide, exposing her pussy and ass, and all three men commented on how sweet it looked and how good it was going to be to fuck that ass and pussy.They grabbed her tied arms and physically lifted her up and pulled her to the kitchen and deposited her on the table, face down, her ass and legs over the edge. A knife was taken from the drawers.