I stared at the stove, a note becoming visible. 'I hope whoever it was worth it.'I slid , my back sliding against the cabinets. The note to my chest. ...ears starting falling , becoming a sob. Just when I thought I had no more tears. I was loud, screaming, kicking, my life was ruined. My home , ruined. My morals, ruined. ''Hello,'' it was knock at the door.''Daniece,'' a women's voice coming for me. Her coming around the corner.It was Desiree.''Baby , what's wrong,'' she sat next to me ,. It was a cold night n she tightly held me on the ride to her house she whispered into my ear “Rahul I have fell in love with you. I love you so much if I didn’t tell you now I will never get a chance love you very much. “These were the words that left her mouth I after about 2 minutes of shock I stopped the bike I told her to get off I got off I hugged her tightly she hugged me tightly the people n the road staring at us I kissed her with passion she kissed with the same passion she cried with. Report to the interim officeimmediately. Your next assignment is waiting." Well Mark, there's my ?master's voice' I gotta head out.You have a great time this weekend and don't get used tothat male body. Come Monday it's back to boobs, butts andmakeup." I just had to get in one last shot at him."Don't I know it, Jerry? I'm gonna take full advantage ofthe next two days, though, you can bet on that! I'll worryabout Monday on Monday. 'Till then, it's bare chest andsomething swinging between my. Just talkin’ and doin’ stuff together. We went to some races at the dirt track, went to the swimmin’ hole, and sat on our porch swing. We didn’t even kiss, though.”“And why is that?”“After what Rose did to him he didn’t want to do the same thing to you. You and I hadn’t called it quits, so he said it would be too much like cheating. As for me, I don’t want to be his rebound. I don’t think that’s what it is, but I need to be sure.”“Do you know what you want to do?” I asked.“Hell no! Life ain’t.