.Chad never told me you were a squirter!" As she caught her breath from her massive orgasm, she stated simply "that's because that's never happened be...ore". We sat there in the first normal moment of clear thought we'd had since she climbed into my bed and she asked "so Chad talks about what we do?" "well yah sometimes - I know he's really excited for tomorrow night - to be your first and for you to be his" "oh yah about what I was saying earlier" "don't worry about it. but we shouldn't be. She saw the truth in his face. She felt the sudden loss as all that had been, all that ever would be, and all that they had been together was lost. She felt the loss as it stabbed her through the heart. Pain she had suffered before, but this pain was worse than the others. This pain destroyed her, destroyed the future, destroyed them.She stared in the man's sympathetic face, knowing what she must do. I'll take my revenge, she thought. But not just for me, but for all of the things Joshua and I. A few minutes later Damon returned with 2 bottles of bourbon just as he walked into the room Jeremy had finished rolling. “We probably shouldn’t smoke this here, if Elaina found out I’m smoking again she’ll probably turn off her emotions again.” Jeremy said with the same pessimistic humour. “Very true little gilbert, come on we’ll go the garage. “ Damon continued to carry the bourbon as Jeremy carried the weed; they both walked to garage and shut the door. This was a large empty room with a few. “Not really a man’s style of swimwear,” I thought to myself.I took my time drying myself off, while the shower area cleared completely and I was on my own. I looked around to make sure no-one could see me and I took the shorts down from the hook and looked inside the waist-band, to see what size they were. “Small – 30-32 inches” the label said, “Do Not Tumble”. Inwardly I smiled.“My size,” I thought, as I immediately began to picture the kind of young, fit guy who might have worn them; I.