It was completely dry. But he kept trying to force his finger inside of me, causing me to cry out in pain as his fingers pulled at my sensitive skin. ...t looked like he was going to change my status as a virgin with his fingers. I expected my brother to warn him off but he didn't seem to care that I was about to lose my virginity to a clumsy finger.Barry finally figured out that his explorations would be more productive with a little lubrication. He stuck two of his dirty fingers in my mouth. He. I pulled back the covers and looked up to see that Blake had left. I climbed into bed and turned off my lamp. Once in the seclusion of darkness, I let the tears fall again. Why did I care so much? Blake had no romantic link to me. It was just sex. Nothing more, right? No. Both of us had been profoundly impacted by my latest sexual misadventure. Could there be more? The prospect of more had always excited me. Now that future seemed impossible. This thought only made the tears come harder. I. I rose from my seat. "I won't have it. If I am to be your wife then I shall run my household. And that can not be done from here!" I strode about the room. "I am locked in here without fresh air caged like some kind of beast. I have accepted you as my husband and you know I cannot leave you. We are wed before God and wittnesses. I will not accept being caged in." I stood with my chin up staring down at him.Richard rose slowly. In merely a few strides he was towering over me. My gown, which had. To my own surprise I responded eagerly and we made out and felt each other up a little. Then we said goodnight and went to our tents. A short time later Blake was outside my tent. "Can I come in babe?" I knew I shouldn't but I let him in anyway. I felt naughty cause I knew what he had on his mind. Before I even knew what was happening, we were making out again and he had us both out of our clothes."I can't. I'm married", I whimpered as he got on top of me and his hard cock rubbed against.