Mesmerizing. As we reached the end of the carriage the train began its inexorable slowing for the next station. I didn't feel. Didn't care. My soul, d...ained. My fate was now held in a tiny, perfect hand leading me god knows where. The tears continued to run, darkening the worn carpet beneath my pathetic, worn out trainers. As we came to a shuddering stop, the door was instantly pulled open by the impatient uncaring commuters cramming the most depressing platform I had ever seen. A small girl. ”“Good, I will see you about noon.”I stopped and picked up lunch, then headed to Beth’s office which was about twenty minutes away. On the drive I was trying to think of what to say and how to say it. I arrived and was glad to see only Beth’s car in the parking lot. I still had a key to the building since Susan had been Beth’s partner for years and I still owned half of the building along with Lance and Beth. I locked the door behind me and headed up the stairs to Beth’s office. As I reached. Now the time was to fuck her. I laid her down on the bed and asked her to spread her legs a let me fuck you. Then I got on top of her. I forced my cock head into her pussy-mouth and then inch-by-inch I forced my whole rod in her Love hole. She wrapped her legs around my waist very tightly with a loud noise, “Ouchhh this will kill me”. Something ripped inside her, snapped like a rubber band. It was her hymn. Some blood came out of her Pussy. She laid motionless under me. Then I started some. We were out on the river bright and early with lunch, beer, and fishing gear loaded into the flat bottom boats. It was a hot summer day and the river was low - so the fishing was bad. Not even a bite after 4 hours. We pulled over to the beach and enjoyed our lunch and knocked back a few beers. Opting out of further fishing, we stripped down to our shorts and went swimming. Going in and out of the water, getting a little drunk and then sobering up left us pretty well spent. We loaded up.