The fact that I am Jewish has nothing to do with it. It is just the way it comes out, so utterly harsh and brittle. I can't tell you the jokes about "...aby Ruth" that haunted me in elementary school. I don't look Jewish at all. The nonsense of being what your name is makes me want to puke. That is why I changed my name to Annie when we moved to New Jersey.I feel that as Annie I have a whole new world in front of me. Now I can be an Irish girl like the other Irish girls who are always getting. My arms ached as my weight bore down on them and she made sure that my legs were spread wide as she fastened the chains to the legs of the table. She took out a large pair of scissors and pointed them right in my face. She brought the sharp point right down to my eye and then laughed. "Don't worry, I won't blind you just yet," she said threateningly. Then she proceeded to cut off my shirt, and pulled it out from under my body. "You won't be needing this rag again." She brought out a large black. We never spoke for 5 months after the interview BT used to see each other whenever we cross. The story begins from the day we had our annual function at our office. The function begun with awards and few games and after the function der was a DJ party with food and drinks. Neha was also present for the function most of the employee took beer and were dancing for the first time in 6 months she came to me and asked to click a pic with me which I agreed and cannot refuse her request. After the. I become an alien, someone who is herfather, but essentially I become as strange to her asshe does to me. That is the real tragedy of our divorceand custody battles, the children, innocent victims ofadults who cannot be grownups. Tawnee told me I wasbeing too harsh on myself, but if I told her some of theunderlying causes, perhaps she would no longer be aswilling to pursue our relationship.The goulash was followed by a spicy pudding of some sortwith a warm custard. This is an English pudding, I.