I knew you'd be feeling the same from me - I needed you, desperate, unable to be close enough to you to calm the pain, the fear.Soon we were kissing a...most savagely, our tongues entwined and growls escaping from both of our throats. Tears still trickled from my eyes, but soon they mingled with the sweat of my passion and were lost. Your hands caressing my back touched bare skin as the back of my shirt rose, and I groaned in pleasure and anticipation. That was all you needed - suddenly your. Yes, at that time it was not common to have a video player and digital film did not exist.Initiated by my girlfriend, we went to a video rental and I was very shy being there looking up the dirty movies.We rented 3 porn movies and a video player and went home to my apartment.After everything was hooked up to the TV we took the blanket from my bed into the living room and put it on the floor next to the TV.We were laying on the floor and shortly after we had pulled off each others cloth piece by. I wasn't in bad shape, but this was still work. I hadn't planned to carry ALL the gear for this trek. There were supposed to be two of us. I had it all planned. But those plans literally went down the river. Here I was, all by myself, wondering how much fun Sarah was having rafting out west with her old boyfriend instead of sweating here in Midwest with me.If anything, the weather had gotten muggier since I'd started down the trail. The mugginess matched my mood. At least there was a bit of. But for now, I'd just have to settle for the visuals.Lena looked over at me and whispered, "We are leaving. Thanks for having us over. You have an awesome place."I waved as she and Christina left. I gently caressed Tamara's shoulder. She just moaned lightly and snuggled into me. I grabbed a towel off the table next to us to cover her and then dozed back off.Sometime in the night, Tamara woke me as she was getting off the lounger. "I've got to go pee," she said and sauntered into the house.I.