“Carol, please thank Mr. X and return us both.” I did what Filene asked.Back in The Grotto, Filene commented that this was the first time I ever t...ok someone back to The Grotto with me. “Now get busy and learn the script.”I went through the motions while reading. I tried to remember my lines without looking. Filene was proud of me. She added, “This is one-on-one live theater so there are no do-overs. Feel free to adlib get him to agree.” Filene told me several tricks about inflicting pain and I. That life began on April 3rd of 1676. I got the impression when he was still young he suffered great sorrow and longing."I felt he had a sister he dearly loved. I'm not sure of her name. I distinctly felt when he was about 16 something serious happened to her."I'm not sure specifically what happened to her. But I perceived he was very upset about it. I felt his pain from that personal loss. He gave up on living as a result."Will, what I felt as I searched through your Spirit back then was his. They had inquired about having a ‘person’ aboard to satisfy some sexual and other needs…something like a ‘chicken boy’. They offered him a price that was a nice bonus. There were three of them.It was a six-day charter; it would be him, the cook, the one deckhand, me and the tourists. On a sixty-five foot sailboat, there would be enough room. When I agreed to it, he went off to call the people and tell them that he had his whore; young, willing and white. He caught up with me later that night to. Jess stroked my face and said, ‘I love you so much. Never forget that.’ She closed her eyes and died. I didn’t know what to do. I think I mentally went away for awhile. The nurses and a doctor came in and started to work on Jess. It was no use. She was gone. By the time the families came back to the room, I was already in my truck getting away from the hospital. That’s what I meant when I said I went away for awhile. I began to notice my surroundings about three hours and 180 miles later. I had.