I don't know when he left or how long he has been gone. I really don't care because it's no longer important. I can't really explain why, but I'm stil... living at home and sleeping in our spare room. The kids and I are doing really well although I'm a little surprised about that. It's just that every time I look at the mean evil bitch I laughingly refer to as my wife, I get this terrible pain in my heart and a huge ache in my gut. Words cannot describe the hate and loathing I have for the way. Nodding I again felt a little dumb, I still wasn’t used to the fact that the nanomites couldn’t see me nor would they comment unless asked.I sat on the nearest bench to look at my feet, the redness was starting to fade far faster than I thought it would. Might as well find a place to plan more on this. I needed to end this and soon, even with Sheila and the nanomites we were going to run out of luck or whatever it was that we seemed to have an abundance of.A movement next to me had me looking. “Hi” he said softly as he watched me walk by. I had no reply, but just glanced at him quickly and turned away. When I got to the kitchen Will was cleaning up and I made myself a cup of tea. We chatted for a bit, but I was on edge waiting for Tim to come in and tell his father everything. Of course that never happened and I spent the night watching t.v. in my room. At one point Will came in and asked about Tim’s shower. “I..uh…don’t think he’s had one today” I said. “Figures! He spent the day. Suzi lowered her eyes and curled on the bed, aroused but ashamed to admit it. Come show them, honey, I said. I held out my hand, palm up. Suzi shook her head, pushed herself further against the headboard. You can come over here or I can have Ronny go find it for me, I said with a quiet, firm voice. Suzi took a breath and I saw her resistance collapse. She got up off the bed and walked toward me, stopping when my hand as between her knees. The men were looking at each other, at Suzi, at me. This.