" Not surprisingly, he never mentioned it to the shrink. He truly didn't see it as the problem I did.Soon he had his absenteeism under control and was...becoming more relaxed. I guess I had hurt him pretty bad when I had lashed out at him when he was vulnerable. He was always honest with me, even when it would hurt my feelings, but now he was being very honest. He had confessed to me one night after watching a related TV show that he had "settled" for me. I was crushed. It had finally come home. ‘You are so calm and strong,’ Megumi noted softly. ‘Were you not afraid at the dorm?’ I opened my eyes, looking at Megumi curiously, before realizing that she had not known me before I had seen her in the dorm library. She had not known how I had cried myself to sleep, how depressed I had been at the prospect of being completely alone for three weeks. I told her. I decided not to inundate her with the details, but I did give her the general overview of my thoughts and experiences in the days. “Please don’t think that of me, Ariel. I’m sorry about my reaction. You’re springing a lot on me at once and I don’t know how to respond. We all love you, too. Telling us you’ve fallen in love with someone else hurts and I didn’t mean to lash out at you.”“And I love you! That’s why I don’t know what to do. Rania is not only lesbian, she’s very monogamous. She’d never fit in among our family like Mary does. She couldn’t even be tolerant of multiple relationships like Eva is. What am I going to. "You're not the only one with an imagination, you know! And after I set up that harem girl outfit for you!" Her mouth widened in a Cheshire grin. "I think it's only fair that you make it up to me." Sure, sure," he responded agreeably, though he'd never been in a drama club like she and Fiona had, and wasn't sure how he was going to pull off pretending to be a pilot. Vroom vroom, he thought distractedly."Right. Now." The blonde pressed, still grinning wolfishly down at him. "Take me to bed or.