He now stood over 6 feet tall, with wavy black hair that he kept long and a golden tan. He had an oval face and deep blue eyes that seemed to peek int... the shadows of your soul. They always seemed to me to say, "Come into the light of my eyes, so I may view your secret desires." His soul always called to mine. Had I known him before in another place, another time? My soul said yes. My body yearned for his. My body knew his body and his desire, just as he knew mine.I feel him close now. My body. . until her marriage a few months ago in early 2011. She only said to her husband Arindam: “Okey! I shall try it out if scope comes up.” Arindam was restless . . . in the want of his voyeuristic delectation and this very desire of his was not beyond the knowledge of his ‘recently-married’ wife, Tulika, who was equally fond of sex. However, next day was “Shasthi”, the 6th day of the “navaratris”. And last night Arindam and Tulika decided that next day they would go to meet that old man, Tulika’s. Filled with affection, protection, and indescribable happiness. It was a casual thing, though mystical and on levels of strangeness I could never explain. But I always found great comfort it in. I would sometimes see ‘her’ in my thoughts when I’m crying. I never knew her name, or in a way I did know her name but it was more of a feeling then a word. I’d be wrapped up in myself on the bed, not caring about anything or anyone, mad at the world.. consumed with so much anger and hurt. Then I would. There were three cabins out near the coast that was rented out for hunting and one of the local girls said that all three cabins had 4 to 6 guys in each one. According to her, these white men were pretty good looking and big masculine types. After a long night of my g/f and I both having to work the E.R. for a drunken brawl and a couple of stabbings and a few beatings that required airlifts out which the little clinic which was not set up to handle long patient stays, we stayed up most of the.