The first lesson we were going to have was swimming. When I heard this a bulge starting appearing on my trousers. I cooled down and started thinking a...out geography, ever lasting drought before P.E. It was a strange new world this of mine, I had always been told men are to like girls yet, they never really appealed to me. Now on Christmas and whenever I saw my family the usual question of if I already had a girlfriend would swamp me like a tidal wave. I could never tell an almost Amish family. "OK Alex, how are you feeling?" Bored. Can we go now?" Well, unfortunately, I need to do a couple more things. First of all, I want to give you a mild enema to clean you out thoroughly. I'm going to ask you to stick to liquid or soft foods for 24 hours to give you rectum a break and let those tissues actually heal." Steve looked at me. "Preferably, nothing should come out or go in." Nothing will, Sir." I answer even as Alex whines. "Alex. Drop it." Yes, Sir." He sounds meek which does nothing. This story is about how I got attracted to my youngest cousin and impressed her. To say about myself I am 5’10 and have a 6 inches dick. My Sanju is 18 years I will describe her as we get into the story.My cousin used to come to our house every month as our houses are not far by but I was preparing for my engineering entrance (3-4 years) so I never cared much about her. I never talked to her.At that time she was dark and a bit chubby too. Then as the time passed I got into some collage and I. I did, however, have curiosity about how they could potentially (or not) fit into a situation that I would find sexually pleasing considering my fondness for anal. This curiosity persisted but it wasn't till I was 17 that it ultimately lead me to trying to find someone (using the internet) that I could explore my anal sexuality with. I knew I was very intrigued by trans-girls, but with the somewhat-small town I lived in, I knew there wasn't going to be any chance of me finding one to get to.