So I went into town, wandered about a bit, no host of daffodils, it was too late for that, and eventually sat down at a table outside ‘Perk of the T...wn’, and ordered coffee from Sandy, who was one half of the couple that ran it. The other half was Julian, who looked after the cooking side, producing lots of lovely sticky things that come under the heading of ‘Bad For You’.“You’re looking very thoughtful today,” Sandy commented.“A lot to think about,” I replied.Sandy giggled. “From what I hear. Before he could react she spoke. ‘You know it’s weird, I know. We only met up twice to watch the moon but I missed this. I feel so free when I’m out here with you. I can be me and no one is judging me, just my friend Evan and I enjoying the beauty of the outdoors.’ ‘Dana we can do this as often as we’re able if you want.’ She smiled and said, ‘I’d like that.’ For the next two weeks they did just that. Evan knew some higher power was shining on him because those two weeks had some of the. I would make simple dinners because of the kids, but at least once a week we went out for a real meal. I did feel a bit uncomfortable when we went out with other people. There was still this thing about a stay at home dad that was always there. It didn't bother either Cara or me except when others would bring it up. Especially if they joked about it.I was still a man and it's hard to explain that I still take care of my family but in a different way. I did have a bad temper and also a jealous. When I was about to walk out the door to go over, the light in her bedroom turned on, and I noticed that the shades were open. My house was dark, so it looked as though I was either asleep or not home form outside, so I went upstairs to my bedroom and opened the shades enough for me to be able to see into her room clearly. Lisa was nowhere in sight, but I could see almost her whole room from where I was sitting. She came out of her bathroom and stood looking in the mirror on her dresser. She.