Yes, that was it, I wanted the man I loved to be that strong. For him, I would endure his belt and even more. For him, I would be willing to prove my ...evotion and my love.As the shower's spray began to heat, I could feel my body begin to heat with it. Dave had slapped my ass a few times over the last few weeks, mostly durning sex, but not always. Each time it made me surprisingly wet. Now, just the thought of having my ass turned red was making me drip. My nipples were hard and I felt that. It took a lot of ordering, shouting, coaxing pleading and even threats by the lads and the Lady, to get a few organized search and recover teams sent off into the ruins to find some desperately needed supplies, but most of the listless and scared survivors were just too shocked or sunk into depression to be of much usefulness. The Silana refugees, who had much better morale and a near supreme confidence in the ability of Rowan, Boyle and Gwenda to accomplish miracles, tried to beat a few heads. When he met Sarah she was independent, strong willed. She refused his sexual advances at first. James was persistent, first romancing her till she was completely in love then when he was sure she was invested, he started his mind games. He enjoyed turning her on and then refusing to fuck her. Breaking up with her randomly and without notice till she begged him to take her back. Now nearly a year in, James was ready to test Sarah’s commitment to being submissive. James ordered his driver to. Bill I think his name is." It was fine Stanley Aaron! Now come and kiss me again!"And he did. With every nerve ending on fire he and I walked to thecurb where I got in my car. He held my hand for a moment, then I wenthome with a new understanding of how the right guy can make a girlfeel, and as far as I was concerned, I had found him. As I went home Irealized that as much as I had denied, even to myself that I could, oreven would be attracted to some guy, and dating might have been apossible.