Emily and I were both quiet in the car on the way home. She was driving,as usual. I was not sure why she usually drove; it just seemed to work outth...t way. As strange as the whole evening had been, that last episode hadbeen the strangest. I felt like two women, my mother and my girlfriend,were staking their claim to me. Of course the bond I had with Mother wasdeeper and had the history of a lifetime; but I knew I could not stay withMother forever. Could I?Emily and I got ready for bed. . .. Except perhaps making you come like that.” A deep sound escapes from his throat. She chuckles about it and picks up her pace again. “One of my hands will be busy with you... and the other one will be for me.”“Fuck,” he curses. “Your mouth. Give me your mouth again.” She obeys. “You've got a free hand. Use it on yourself.” She obeys again. I can see her thighs spreading and her arm lowering to her side, forearm and hand disappearing from my view as they reach down to her center. My own. ” She looks up and smiles at me, I smile back, relieved the atmosphere is so genial, but suddenly I have an image of various sex toys flashing across my mind and I’m feeling awkward again. I hope I’m hiding it.I sit on the chair right beside the bed as mum tells us she has to go into town for a few things. She loads Tommy into his buggy, gives both of us a kiss on our cheeks, and backs out of the door behind me. I turn back to Tasha and I’m shocked to see an incredibly stern look on her. I didn't get a wink of sleep during the night. The film in my head kept re-running the same clip of two people having strenuous sex.Two people who I had loved and trusted.Two people who had shat on me.Next morning I sought out Steve and made my apology for my abruptness of the previous day, and told him my marriage was over and why. His face was impassive as he listened to my story. "I'd kill both of the bastards, Ledbetter slowly and painfully," he said when I finished the tale."I did think of.