"Amy took a step back, paused, and set up my mom at the bar. "You want one too?" Mom asked."Well, I'll never turn one down if you're buying." Amy said... Any and my mom had kind of a contentious relationship -- Amy didn't want my mom to "replace" her, and my mom didn't want Savannah to get messed up because her mom didn't have the attention to pay to her that she needed. But they grew to respect each other -- Amy knew where my mom came from and my mom knew where Amy was coming from. They weren't. "By the way, why did you wait until now instead of telling me during our meeting?" I'm not sure how the others would react to me. Becky especially. She... she used to call me names to the other girls." Oh. I'm sorry."Cassie shrugged, trying to look indifferent about it. "It's okay. I'm better about it now. Kind of." It's okay. I won't force you to talk about your dreams in front of the others."Cassie smiled weakly. "Thanks. I just hope I can get more comfortable with them soon." Yeah, I know.. We make it to my rooom and we are like alll over each other like rushing into my bed shoes fling offf clothes getting ripped of we were both sober tooo •4:28pm Me: ok tell a fuck story tho haha •4:28pm Her: he didnt smoke weed cause of the army and shit.... •4:28pm Me: you told the whole build up •4:28pm Her: but ya •4:28pm Me: but didnt get to the good stuff haha •4:28pm Her: so we are in the bed and he is jacked so tan and cute like super cute and then he warns me about his dick •4:29pm Me:. 'Suzanne said, 'it is just like Kelli got Becky to overcome her fears and let Mike teach her to trust men again. I am both scared of doing something like that and so want to do it I am itching to try. What the hell, lets go for it, I will never forgive myself if I wimp out now, I have four wonderful lovers begging to make me incoherent with love.'Mike said, 'sorry you only get three lovers, the same as Kelli, we cannot leave the others just watching with nothing to occupy them, while the guys.