" No," I said, stomping my foot down like a spoiled brat. "I'm not payingyou one red cent until I see some results." This is unreal, I'm standing here...arguing with a guy wearing a dresswho owes my money. I'd like to punch you out, but that doesn't seemright." So, leave then," I said."Look, I'm not leaving until I either get paid or we settle this someother way." And I'm not going to pay you until I see some results." You want results, lady, fine. Let's look at your lawn, and I'll explainto you. I’ve been asked to take a conference Monday and Tuesday. I’m leaving tomorrow after dinner, so you’ll be in charge!”“You’re staying over?” said Ben, comprehending that he would be alone with Martina for two nights.“Yes, it’s in Bath of all places. I’m sure you’ll cope, and Martina’s great.”“Oh yeah, great. That’s good then.”“Yes. Well I better read up on the agenda. Are you okay, Ben?”“Me? Yeah, I’m fine.”“Good. See you later.”Ben gave a thumbs up to his Mum went upstairs.Ben’s genital issues. "You may go now," I told him. "I think you know where the door is."I picked up a magazine and pretended to read it until I heard the front door close quietly. Then, in the thunderous silence his exit had left I cried. I wept for the first time since that day ten years previous and I wept loudly. Sobs tore at my chest, choking me, distorting my body with pain. Tears blinded me and I pounded the cushions on the sofa. I screamed out at the ceiling and tore at my hair. Ten years of loneliness and. I said cunt. She did not respond but closed her eyes. I asked her again pleading. She without opening her eyes, said; just don’t insert I, I said Ok. I requested her to part her legs. Slowly I parted her legs for the first time I looked her holy place. It was so beautiful scene it was so sexy, it was so, so, I don’t have words for it. I touched her with my fingers and and I kissed her cunt pink lips she moaned and I started kissing her face neck and lips and sane time my hand was on her boobs.