It didn’t feel like either of us was holding back but neither of us was in a hurry either. At the time it didn’t strike me as odd but I’m sure a...y outside observer even moderately familiar with hormone ravaged teenagers would have wondered.There was lots of kissing, of course, including some very serious French kissing. I loved the response that I got from kissing down her neck to the edge of her shirt. She would kiss down my neck while running her hand up the inside of my thigh to the edge of. In other words, John,you're afraid that were we to make love tonight, we'd bothregret it in the morning. We'd both feel all icky aboutwhat we did. You're afraid that we'd end up not only hatingourselves, but one another as well, and due to that, we'dnever want to see, or associate with each other ever again,right?" "Yeah..." John sheepish replied. "I guess that prettymuch sums up how I'm feeling right now." "Yeah..." Mike said as she gave each one of herfriend's hands a reassuring squeeze.. The last I had seen the 2nd company looked hard pressured by the enemy, being driven back towards the road, which was causing a large bow in the Amarian battle-line.“Zetia, form us up in a double-line, perpendicular to the enemy line.” I ordered. “Julie and I will be back in a minute.”Zetia held her bow with two hands in a horizontal position in front of chest, creating a guide stick for where the line should form. “Form on me!”With sword in hand, Julie followed me to the closest Amarians. A. His words were so clear, so discerning. I knew what he said was true. I had felt it myself, even during his fierce punishments. I was never truly afraid for my life, only afraid that I would be unable to accomplish what was ordered me to do. "There are still other reasons for my pleasure," he continued. "Take yourself. You are becoming a new person. Your true self is being set free. You are finally able to express your sexuality. You are an extremely sexual person yet you have always been.