Uske chhune se hi machal uthi mai. Aur uski ankho me dekhne lagi. Fir woh bola “Aisa nahi hai bhabhi. Accha chalo apko ek drive par lekar jata hu ap...o accha lagega.”Ye sunkar mere chehre par ek smile ayi aur usne first time mere forhead par kiss kiya. Mai chok gayi par acha laga mujhe.Fir usne kaha,”I hope ap bura nahi mane honge”. Maine bas ek smile di aur hum fir drive par chale gaye.Humare ghar se highway thodi door tha toh hum highway ki taraf nikal pade. Aur fir thodi der bad mujhe thand. "Can I get a Hendrix and tonic?" I called out holding up one finger I stood up out of my bar stool to pull out my wallet out of my back pocket. Leaning up against on my elbows I waited for my drink. I began to wonder if that woman was still looking at me. I turned my head slightly in her direction to find her eyes still on me. She was absent from the conversation going on around her. You could tell her mind was in a completely different place then the group she was there with. I kept my. The room was covered by mirrors. It felt like i was standing in front of a dressing room mirror. i turned out the light. i started undoing his pants. He stopped me saying he wanted it to be a memorable party if this was gonna be the only time. He was gonna hit the liquor store and asked if Bourbon and beer was okay with me. i said i liked Jim Beam and asked if he could pick up me up some cigarettes and poppers at the adult bookstore nearby. He said he’d get ice and cups too. i wasn’t sure yet,. I could drive just about anything made, so I hooked up with a man who needed a driver. The problem was that he was trying to get into my pants the first time out. He dropped me off at the first rest stop we came to when I refused him. I begged rides back to Florida from there and put out enough to get home. Well, home wasn't what it should have been. Dad had passed away, and my oldest brother was now the head of the farm. He thought I would work out as a comfort station, and raped and beat me.