Milo had ripped my beating heart out of my chest and squashed it with his bare hands. Why didnt he love me? Why didnt he want me? My self pity lasted ...lmost a week. Then I got angry, and knew I needed to come up with a plan. I knew I couldnt make Milo jealous by using another guy, plus, the thought of another guy touching me or fucking me made me want to throw up Anyways, I wanted Milo to be my first time. So, my next plan of action was to break him and Lucy up. School was out, and anyways,. "Thanks," I said. She smirked. I wondered if she noticed how much I'd modeled my femininepersona on her? The way I dressed, how I'd styled my hair, even the thirtyor so pounds I'd lost to reach 115...well, the fact was that we always didlook sort of like the male and female versions of the same person. It wassomething that a lot of our friends and family had commented upon back inthe old days. At the time it had seemed amusing. Now, our resemblance tookon a whole new significance?one that I now. ”“We’re doing that now. Or are you breaking up with me?” Axel chuckled but when Rayner didn’t respond, he got worried.“If we don’t talk this out, then that might happen and I want to stay friends.”Suddenly, Axel knew what Rayner wanted to talk about. “Forget it. It’s done. Let’s move on.”“No. Let’s be honest about what will happen if we let this fester. At a critical time, when we can least afford it, the tension will explode and it will get us killed. Just look at the three armies’ issues for. Working through the board would come later, for actual recording.Jane was definitely affected by Eddie.“Want to go upstairs?” Eddie grinned at Joe.“Sure,” Joe grinned back.An elevator took them up to the top floor. A huge master bedroom, a large bathroom, an office. Eddie’s and Rachel’s space.Once in the bedroom, which had a king sized bed, Celia immediately stripped. “Get naked, wimp. Where’s your fucking cornholer?”“Bottom drawer,” Eddie swallowed, gesturing to the closest chest of drawers to.