”“You have a sister?” Victoria asked, the worry evident in her voice.“And she is a handful,” Jonathan said. He either didn’t hear the tone...of Victoria’s voice or he ignored it. “I would hate to see what would happen if my sister and your sister joined sides. I already dread telling her about our mother. They were very close.”Joseph had forgotten about the youngest Burbridge child. He had seen her but rarely since his return to Azkoval. She had seemed shy and withdrawn to him, nothing like. I don't want anyone getting his attention or distracting him while I get that part started," I said.Originally I intended to let the riding lessons wait until after travois lessons, but I changed my mind this morning. If I could get a few hours of riding on the stallion I'd be able to let him haul me around to help haze and round up the others. It would probably help get some of the others more interested in the horses too.It took over two hours to get all twelve of the horses at the snubbing. Greg is a boy I knew in 5th grade who ate glue. You are all man Mr. S." We ended up talking longer than I thought we would and Jenny asked three times when we could meet up again. Since she could not get away on Sunday, we arranged for her to drive to my place to meet this evening. So it was all I could do not to think about her and focus on work.Then around four in the afternoon my meetings were done and I was at my desk looking at mail when my secretary buzzed "Greg, Ms. Lane is on the line. "Victoria nodded in agreement."Anyway the original guilt feeling was still there and I was trying to come to terms with it. Furthermore, despite Serena, I still had this feeling about messing up two officers' careers. However she had got me thinking and I slowly began to realise that our logical mind can rationalize anything when we are in mental pain. We're each the centre of our own universe and we want to take the one thread that connects us to some horrific event and construct a chain that.