I understand she is hurting, but so am I,’ Josh whimpered, unable to contain his emotions any longer. He let all his pent up emotions spill out at ...hat moment, revealing private things about their sex life, or the lack of it. ‘Every time I try to get close to her she pulls away. It’s like she blames me for what happened because I wasn’t there to answer the phone when she called that morning. I just don’t know where to go or what to do to help her anymore. I can’t take the loneliness and. . I’ve honestly never had anyone talking about spending more time with me ... I was thinking, if I have to behave like a total slut to keep him happy, I’m ready to do that ... If I do it long enough maybe he’ll fall in love with me. All this on the first date! And he said he’d set it up and get back to me, then he never did ... But the thought stuck with me. I was really turned on by it ... It had started out being the thought of a man wanting to set that up for me, and wanting to see me do it. " By the time he finished reading, his dick was in his hand and he was stroking it furiously. Her unapologetic yet sophisticated call for a lover to rock her world yet be more than a fuck toy, to actually be a man committed to the person not just the just package it came in, was arousing on so many levels he could barely control himself. He jerked his hardness, reading the words over and over again. He tried to imagine the unimaginable promises of pleasure Andrea had alluded to. He called. She hadn’t meant to hurt him so, and he knew that. And it had been a long, long time before. He should have known better. But for him, the pain of losing her had never gone away, and he never had a single day, not one, when he didn’t miss her and long to hold her in his arms again and know she loved him. For him, it hadn’t been a long, long time. It was yesterday, last night, an hour ago. That letter destroyed their friendship. After a short, bitter phone call–‘I have nothing to say’ was all.