Robert has a wife and two daughters. His marriage seemed to be healthy, and I could see that he loved his wife and daughters. He and I had a great emo...ional connection, and without realizing, I was turning my crush on him into something I wouldn’t have the strength to control.After working two months together, I already felt the first symptoms of infatuation. At home, I kept thinking about him, and we exchanged messages all the time. My libido increased a lot, and this made the frequency of sex. He couldn’t tear his gaze from the vision in the flowing blue dress. Lord she was stunning, he thought, as he took in her smiling face. Blue eyes that nearly matched her dress and thick blonde hair, tousled around her face completed the effect. She’d taken down the French knot she wore for the ceremony and he was grateful. He caught himself longing to lose his fingers in that thick mane while plunging his tongue passionately between her lips. Get a grip on yourself buddy, he silently cursed,. Hunter killers like good dogs. Down boy. Here fido. Low self esteem? Maybe...just a little. Losing everything you hold dear in life will do that to you. We got back to base, and I headed to my "cell" to get changed for self defense class. Master Lao taught this course. He was so high up in martial arts that he was beyond the need for belt designations. I wasn't quite sure what his discipline or disciplines were. It seemed to have bits of Akido, Jui Jitsu, Karate, Savate, Chinese Boxing, even. I was so excited that I was going to finally suck a cock after fantasizing about it for years. we met in a dark parking lot and i got into his car. I was so nervous I was shaking. he could tell I was nervous and told me to relax and that we didn't have to suck each other if I didn't want to. I assured him that I wanted to, but that I was just nervous because I had never done anything with a guy before. he told me to recline my seat and relax. I laid back and he began stroking my cock through my.