"I love her as if she was my own. But I want you to let me help more with her. You don't have to keep all the burden on your own shoulders. If you are...feeling like it is getting to you, come and tell me."Traci spoke up softly then. "That goes for me as well. I feel like she is almost mine. If you want a little time to just relax, let Aunt Traci take over for a while. The only thing I can't do is breast-feed her. I could never replace you as her mommy, but maybe I can give you a break once in a. Being somewhat drunk by this time, I wasn't really paying attention and didn't even hear the name of the girl I had won. I went over to Rachel and showed her my winning ticket. She allowed me in and another co-ed led me back to a special room. I waited in line for about fifteen minutes until yet another co-ed, gorgeous like the rest of them, led me through one of four doors in a small room. It wasn't my first glory hole experience, but knowing some hot co-ed wannabe was on the other side had me. I wiped myself, pulled my breeches up and sat back contentedly.I was supposed to attend a function that evening but sent my apologies, I could not be bothered, I just wanted a quiet evening by the fireside, a book and an early night to recoup my strength.I ate my dinner. The maid seemed unable to take her eyes from me. I read my book and then I went to bed.She came with an oil lamp in one hand and a cup of warm milk in the other.“Cook sent summat to warm you up,” she said. She put the lamp on. She did however say, “it was to be sudden and at the top of her orgasm and she must be secured firmly on the doctor`s couch just as she had been with Stephen!” To that end I went into my model room where I normally assemble my model cars. I rebuilt that vibrating egg, and a big old didoe, removing the vibrators and replacing them in the resulting hollows with a mechanism that I knew would be both lethal and instant at the touch of that `on’ button, (or perhaps sadly that should more accurately.