The Novice who was on her knees sucking the elderly woman nearly died also, because the massive heart attack threw all her considerable bulk on to the...Novice, knocking her to the ground and banging her head hard on the unyielding stone floor.There was much discussion as to who would become the Mother Superior, with several of the older sisters firmly considered as the only possible candidates. The process of selection was well defined; a suggested new Mother Superior would be elected by the. To make ends meet she decided tokeep the house and take in boarders from the college.There was room to take in four boys.She kept a cook who prepared three meals a day which sheserved at the large table in the dining room, and a maidthat did her best to keep the place clean, to the extentthat was possible with four college boys in the house.The boys wouldn’t leave the maid, a pretty Irish girl,alone, and finally the widow sent her off and replacedher with a stout, older woman with a face. But then she talks about him – no, gushes – about him and I start to feel sick because I can hear how far she's gone with him in her voice. And maybe I'm exaggerating about that, but I can see them together in my head and it's making me angry again. But I plaster a smile on my face and make all the right sounds.Because she's Carly, and she deserves happiness. And I'm Sam Puckett, and I don't deserve her. And I push everything into a hard little ball that sits in my gut like a ball bearing and I. Ami dekhlum se maayer roome giye light jalalo alote ja dekhlum tate amar chokh baro baro haye gelo amar 46 bachoer maa nighty tule gude hath diye khicche.amar maa buro k dekhe hakchokie gelo.ar tar nighty namie dilo kintu tar agei buro amar maayerKhechar chobi tule pheleche mobile.amar maa take anek ballo ei chabita delete korate kintu kichutei raji naye maa ballo er jonno se sab kichu karte pare.takhon buro take ballo se jadi maake chode tabe se chabi delete kareDebe amar maa anekkhon kadlo.