One good thing is Mandy starts kindergarten this month. I just can't believe how my little girl is growing up on me. Sex with Allie has stopped, but I...knew that was going to happen. Although she is friendly towards me, and tries to act like we are a lovey-dovey family, I can see through her act.The first week in October, I am taking the trash out, and noticed a home pregnancy test kit. I didn't find the test strips. I wonder if she tested positive. I will know shortly if she attacks me wanting. Oh God, that pulsing itch was growing into a throbbing ache. She felt every nerve-ending in her body stand on end and sing with excitement as Tom grew hotter and bolder in his caresses."Unnnngh!" she gasped. He pushed her backward in the darkened bedroom until she fell against the edge of the bed. Lydia sat down slowly watching Tom like a hawk as he squatted down and removed her slacks from her ankles. She riveted her eyes on that long, horse-like prong sticking out like a spear from his flat,. But at least now I know there is some support outthere.****I had the best weekend ever, diary! My mom and my step-dad went away, soI was alone. Also, my neighbor left me the keys to her place so I couldfeed her cat for her while she's on vacation, so I had the run of both myhouse and hers. So I spent the weekend in a dress, and felt so muchbetter for it. ****I've found some people to hang out with, and I have mixed feelings aboutit. On the one hand, it feels good to not be totally alone all the. ” We quickly went back to the salon and her stylist cut off her curled bob from back to make it look tapered like a mushroom cut from behind. From the front, he left it untouched.I texted Rashmi to cut her sideburns and she just called me over. I told the stylist and he cut the sideburns in a pointed shape. then used the trimmer to shave off in front of the ear to make it look neat.In the Uber going back home, I held Rashmi’s face and rubbed both her shaved sideburns with my thumbs, instantly.