But it was always only measured against ME, not anyone else. And that’s the thing you could never understand. Take what I said to heart, and who kno...s what might happen. But I will tell you one thing.”“What?” she spat.“Being citywide champion won’t earn you a promotion to assistant instructor. If THAT was your plan, you misjudged horribly.”“Well I sure as hell can’t go to Japan to earn it!”“Neither can Molly, and yet, eventually, she’ll very likely become a full instructor. The same is true for. * * *So that Saturday Annie drove us to Royston. We parked in the station 'Pay& Display' car park and Annie paid for a one hour ticket."Here, Granny, hold onto my arm," Annie said. "I'll help you up thesteps." Thank you, dear," I said, gratefully.I struggled up the steep staircase from the car park to the street. Mywalking stick helped a little, but even in only one-inch heels the ascentwas a challenge."Is he watching?" I asked, in a softer voice, trying not to move my lips.My spectacles. I don’t like being spread like this with you watching. It makes me uncomfortable.’ ‘That’s the whole point. You’re completely at my mercy. You’re supposed to feel like that.’ ‘What if I scream for help?’ ‘If you start screaming, you’ll give yourself a sore throat. The reason Mary had me build this room in the middle of the basement and away from all the windows, was because she was very vocal when she came and it embarrassed her. Technically it’s not sound proof, but you have to be inside the. Every now and then she would look straight at him but carried on pleasing her lover; a clear sign that they didn't disapprove of their audience.Even knowing that they didn't mind his watching, it was always very difficult to know just how far to go. Much as Dave fancied the pretty lady in front of him and would love some hands-on involvement, he didn't want to spoil the situation by overstepping the mark. He stood for several minutes only a fe feet away, with a very clear view of both of her.