I honestly found her to beirresistibly attractive - there was this amazing chemistry between us.But it was kind of one-sided when I was Alexandra, as ... needed to beevery time I worked a catering job with her. On those occasions, Juliawould treat me okay, but no different than any other friend. But when Iwas Sandy the boyfriend, she would touch me a lot, hold my hand, and kissme whever she could steal a private moment with me. And how I lovedkissing her! The taste of Julia's soft lips was. It was a dirt road out in the middle of nowhere and my anticipation was really starting to overwhelm me. Finally, mom and I saw a large white vinyl fence surrounding the grounds of the resort, with great enthusiasm mom reached over and squeezed my inner thigh and said, "We're hear baby!". My jaw dropped when I read the large sign on the face of the establishment reading "Motherfuckers Hotel & Resort". "This is gonna be better than that rat farm where most families go sweetheart!" mom said. ’ I shook my head. ‘I mean, maybe he thought he was drawing me, maybe he meant to draw me. But I don’t look like that.’ ‘Cassandra,’ Miles said in exasperation. I looked up, startled. ‘This is you. I’ve seen you in practically that exact pose, asleep. It’s you.’ I bit back my protest, seeing the honesty in his face. I looked at the sketch again, but instead of seeing the woman, or myself, I saw Nick. ‘God, I miss him,’ I whispered, touching the drawing lightly as if it were him. Miles gave me a. You go on, and I'll see you tonight! I'll even make your dinner." Hearing her call me “Hanky” again put an instant smile on my face. Honestly, I would have wanted to strangle anyone else for calling me that, but Mindy had started using it affectionately when she was very young and had somehow never quite let it go. "All right sweetie," I said with a chuckle. "That sounds great. We'll talk more tonight. Have a good day, and promise me you won't get into another fight with your mother, okay?".