I turn on my computer to read my email and go through the motions like I do every Monday morning. This morning though, my heart wasn't into it.All wee...end I had thought about you and how much I wanted, NEEDED, to feel your strong arms around me, holding me close to your warm body. I needed to feel your strength and your weakness, combined, as they both make up the person I know as you.I carry those thoughts with me as I decide to take a break from my online activities, and take a hot bath. I. They had fresh peach, so we both picked that. It was something special. Then Pam wanted to break in the Charger. I took her to the lake, and we opened the back doors and got into the back seat. There was much more room than in the Jeep!On my way home from my date I got a text from Brock Callahan. He asked me to come to Jan's party. I was a little concerned when I saw he was there, which meant other football players were there. I really didn't want them mixing with people doing drugs.I drove by. I am first to wake and I look around me for distraction so as not to wake you. Though I am feeling needy again, I choose not to wake you just yet, we were up late last night and you’ll need your sleep for later! I reach into my bedside cabinet and grab my massive dildo, excitedly I slip it under the duvet and feel the coldness on my thigh I tease myself at first by gently rubbing it over my pussy lips. It’s much too big for my pussy, so much so that when we bought it, we were forced to buy. His demeanour was so open and he so obviously knew what he was getting into, that even though I knew he was only 19 and that I should not be encouraging such a young boy to indulge in sex I had no heart or mind to disappoint him or turn him down, especially as he had already lost his virginity and was now an experienced gay. I had seen Arun almost every day for around five years, but had never looked at him with thoughts of a sexual nature. He was a very nice looking boy, just the sort of boy.