Rushbury he knew was his mother'smaiden name but he didn't know a Joanne, then it struck him, it must behis grandmother's name. Apparently she had liv...d with his parents untilshe died, a year or so before he was born. Intrigued, he opened it andfound it was a confirmation letter for his grandma's placement at a Carehome some 20 miles away from here. Mystery! John had not realised she wasin a Care home. Still puzzled John opened the front door and saw hisformer next door neighbour Mr Dawkins. We gave a quick kiss on the lips. Even though it was a brief kiss I had never wanted someone so badly in my life. After that night, I fantasized often about being with another woman. I watched lesbian porn and read lesbian erotica. These just fueled my fantasies even more. About a month after that first kiss, I was hanging out with my friend, Marissa in her dorm room. We were sitting on her bed, watching a movie under a blanket together. Even though she is very pretty, I had never really. I guess it was in my up bringing with nine siblings. I wasn't afraid of anyone when I got mad.Luckily, Jen moved away quite a few years ago. I have a tendency of carrying long-term grudges, as you have probably guessed. I want to talk about some of the good things in our life before delving deeper into his cheating.Our kids were everything to us. We went to all their school and sporting events. They were wonderful kids and are now sensible parents. We did all we could for them and I spent a lot. Whether it was good or not would only be known once everything played out.“I spoke to my wives,” I said after we’d ordered. “And the issue of my rules came up.”“I don’t think I like where this is headed,” she said dejectedly.“Actually, I need to explain some things to you, things I probably should have explained before. My rules developed over time, and usually because I did something dumb, or had some bad result.”The waitress came and took our orders, and the conversation continued.“How many.