My hands were sweating, I couldn't think about anything else but I was just too scared to call. The morning I did call I realised that I had to, I cou...dn't let the chance we could be together pass just because I was so nervous you might turn me down. It took most of the nerve I had to make that call; the Hamilton thing was just an excuse. Please be gentle with me?" I'm sorry. It's just that I'm getting cold feet about this whole move. I know you. You've not got a good record in terms of making. I hope you use that money to buy junk and kill yourself. If I ever see you in the flesh again I will kill you. Do you believe me?" Yes Rob ... I'm sorry." Fuck off and die."I watched him hobble away and he never looked back. I doubt I would ever see him again.I was livid and found myself sitting at a bar at one o'clock in the afternoon sipping a beer. Paul had called several times but I ignored the phone. I knew that there was no turning back. If it was ten years or so ago I would have simply. ” I resumed the film, and we enjoyed watching the sex happening along with the groans of pleasure, but there was no real need to see every change of position, so I skipped forward to the cumshot, which in this movie was a nice messy full-on facial.When the scene faded out I asked Luke what he thought, and he said that he’d watched porn like this before. “I daresay you have Luke,” I said, “But not with a woman like me ready to help you discover your talent,” and I then encouraged him to touch my. I could have died. I tried to explain that Jenn left my underwear at home and I was only wearing these because I had nothing else but she just smiled and said I suppose you are wearing those shoes for the same reason. I looked down and saw I was wearing a pair of very feminine loafers. I kicked one shoe off and it only made matters worse. Both Laura and Ted saw my painted toe nails. I wanted to crawl in a hole and hide but Jenn came to my rescue. She told them she had painted my toe.