In this process I was not able to concentrate on work. My performance was going low day by day. Seeing this my colleague Asha asked me what happened t... you pallu? Why are you looking so sad these days? I was feeling shy to speak with her about sex. On weekend I invited Asha to lunch. After lunch I discussed with Asha regarding my desire and confusion. Asha said that there was nothing wrong in getting satisfaction from another person and also said god has created that desire to get satisfied.. She hugged her body as close as she could without tripping us over. As we exited the salon and turned for the hall, I glanced over at Jonathan, who was again on the phone, chatting and smiling. He nodded and waved to me and I grinned and nodded back. The sound level of the music grew rapidly as we approached the doors of the main hall. I had the bizarre thought that we were about to enter an empty hall and everyone had gone home. My fears were soon dispelled as we crossed the threshold and. After puttingeverything in my backpack, I went to the living room and chatted withthe rest of our companions as we waited for the three to finish in thebathroom. All the time I was conversing with some of my friends, my mind wassomewhere. I was imagining what might be happening in the bathroom. Timand Wacky were engaged in tongue duel while Ben was in their middlesquatting as he sucked Tim and Wacky's cock. Then Tim would disengagefrom their liplock and would ask Ben to a doggy position.. "Let's go in and hear what they have to say."Ken took a deep breath, gathering his courage. Maybe it's a benign tumor after all, he thought. Maybe that's all they're going to tell me.The tone of this thought seemed about the same a parent used when explaining to a ten year old that there really was a Santa Claus ... and a Tooth Fairy as well.Meghan squeezed his hand again, a little gentler this time. "Even if it is ... is ... what we're afraid of," she said, "it's probably something they can.