I entered the key card, opened the door while knocking loudly on it and yelled "Honey, I'm back!"Melissa came out of the bathroom in a dressing gown w...th a make-up brush in her hand. She was obviously busy putting the finishing touches to a very restrained but stunning piece of work. Her hair sat beautifully and as she twirled to let me see it, the dressing gown came undone, revealing the sexiest underwear I had ever seen. I was gob-smacked. "Sweetheart, you're catching flies!" Melissa said in. Her hands ran up my back and I moaned into the kisses. Then I started feeling a little pain in my legs so we over to the bed and I pushed her down then I pulled of my shirt and laid on top of her continuing kissing her neck and shoulders while her hand rubbed my nipples.Then she surprised me by pushing me over and grabbed my hands pinning them above my head. I tried to ignore the unease I was feeling at being trapped and enjoy the feelings of her lips on my breast but finally it got to me. I opened my eyes when I swore I felt a tear. She was crying. I broke off the kiss. “What’s the matter! What’s wrong? Why are you crying.” “I have something to share with you and I’m afraid. I don’t wish to hurt you in any way - that is the last thing I want to do. What I have to tell you is not what I want, but it is something I must do.” “Is this about us?” “Oh God no and I am sorry yes. I mean yes and no. “ I laughed a little which made her frown. “OK, so which is it – yes or no?” “Both. My. Have you got a problem with that?’ I let go of her head and she propped herself on one elbow. ‘Only a tiny one.’ I pulled her face down to mine and flicked my tongue along her tender lips. Her eyelids fluttered and the tip of her tongue slid shyly out to meet mine. I love the first kiss. You learn what a woman is really like when you join your bodies for the first time. I sensed nervous excitement, worry that she wasn’t attractive enough, and underneath it a strong swell of sexuality. She was.