Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I ...aised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could. It wasn’t long before the subject of sex come into our conversation, and is going according to my plan.“Mind if I ask you something?”.I ask.She looked at me and acknowledge with a nod in an innocent look in her eyes.“Hate to be nosey, last weekend I heard you and that young fellow arguing, he left in a hurry, What was that about ?”.“He’s been doing a lot of d**gs lately, is making him paranoid with anger and distrust, it scares me , so I told him either he stops or doesn’t by any more”“I guess. This might seem a bit nosey, are you having sex together?"Two very red faces. Kitty looked her straight in the eye and said "Yes"."Right, what are you doing about birth control?" Oh, we're quite safe Cheryl, I have a book from the Church library that tells us about the rhythm method."Dom just about burst a gasket. "Jesus Christ Kitty! The rhythm method is better called 'Vatican Roulette'. The best thing we can do is for one of the girls buy you some condoms." Yeah, but isn't the Church against. She couldn't help but feel the enticement of Sigma Lambda Tau with all its carnal joys. But deep down, she realized that she really did love Jeff very much. She had loved him since shortly after they had met three years before. She had given him her virginity after the homecoming dance last fall. They had pledged that they would stay together through college and become engaged and married afterward.She remembered Jeff's smile and the love she felt when she was with him. She came to her.