Like standing in a corner by yourself at a dance while everybody else is boogeying and having a fine time.Well... that was yesterday. Yesterday was de...ression--especially after that horrible experience at the University farm. Tomorrow was hope, and today she was packing, sorting out her belongings for her father to pick up and take home after letting her off at Bartholomew's Kennels.Bartholomew's... filled the doctor's prescription... just what she needed. A good honest job where she could. And, she was fantasizing about fucking Jeff. The thought made me immediately wet. I slowly backed my way down the stairs. “Think fast,” I said to myself, “what should I do.” Jeff was going to be coming in the door any moment and I needed time to think. I decided that I needed to make some noise to give Julie a chance to cover her tracks. I went back into the kitchen and pretended to look for some glassware, banging dishes to make plenty of noise. “Julie!” I announced, louder than I would. "Oh God, I'm sorry for what I did….But….Now you know my darkest secret. I've….I've always kept it secret from everyone, because I knew…. I knew I'd be forever hated without second thoughts if I'd tell it…" she whimpered, trying to avoid looking at anyone."Raven…" Starfire quietly replied to this cry of self disgust.Suddenly without a warning, Starfire leaned and gave a kiss to Raven. Raven was confused at first, but then returned the kiss, adding some tongue to it. Starfire returned this. So are you willing to at least take it for now that I *could* be genuine?" Well... call me undecided. For now." Good. Because I really need to throw up." And with that, I made a mad dash for the bathroom as the stress and fear I had been retaining made its way up my gorge.=-=-=I got back, and over the next couple hours began relating tales of the memories I had with her, from the time she had caught me playing 'doctor' with a boy at the age of three to the time she bought me my first real dress.