I hadn't brought an interpreter, as Suenee assure me that she spoke enough of his language to explain what I said to him.The meeting lasted about a ha...f-an-hour. I explained about the need to do things correctly in the military and that he should not do things on his own, but to seek permission and any needed support from the Captain or Thai Special Forces. He agreed to do as I asked in the future. Suenee also spoke to his wife before we left.That day I wrote my folks. I had been pretty remiss. When I get home, my parents are already in bed. I make my way upstairs and take a quick shower before crawling into bed. I grab my toys from under my bed and decide on using the bullet first. I work it down into my panties, resting it against my clit. I turn it on, feeling the buzzing snap into life, letting out a soft groaning moan. With my phone in hand, I scroll the photos that I have of Nicolas. I’ve saved them all. My mind spins like a film reel, replaying everything that Nicolas and I. If I hit on you and you got mad then we would never be friends again and I would feel bad. If I hit on you and you said yes I am afraid we would have gotten ourselves in big trouble. I didn’t know what to do so I didn’t do anything.’ ‘I got a fifth possibility. How about if you hit on me and that makes me feel wanted and desired and then I turn you down but still stay friends. ‘ ‘Well I am afraid that would make me feel like I wasn’t good enough for you and I would not want to be your friend. She held my dick and looked up and we looked lovingly into each other’s eyes… Then she kissed the tip of the crown, and I felt like I was the king once again. She lay back next to me as I took her in my arms. Her chin nestled in my neck. She looked up at me smiling and lovingly said, “Welcome home.” Her head rested back on my chest and I faintly heard her whisper, “I love you.” Several weeks had passed and the hickeys had gradually faded away. All the hurt and angst had seemed to be somewhat.