There were times when it was so intense that it filled my mind. I couldn’t think, it just blanked out everything else. I hid in the ladies’ toilet...during these pain ‘blackouts,’ locked in one of the stalls.I was working with Burton on an IPO filing for a major tech firm with a valuation of almost a billion dollars. Benson and Carlotta Feldman were backing us up, along with the associates that worked for them. I was charged with doing the final read of the prospectus and doing the filings with. If she could meet me at the centre and help me go through all the basics. I called her at the centre because the software was expensive and available at the coaching centre.She told me I couldn’t go to the centre as I am not a student anymore. There was a pause. She said why don’t you come to my house for a few hours tomorrow, and she would clear all my doubts. I said, ” Okay, let’s meet tomorrow, ” I asked her to send her address.It was Saturday, and I was ready with my fake doubts. I took my. I was planning on seeing you, but not that soon …. and also not under these unfortunate circumstances.” She got up from her throne and slowly approached me. The perfume that emanated from her became stronger. She just stood two feet away from me and looked me into the eyes. She was my height, 6 feet 3. I saw one of her eyes sparkling with life and maybe lust, but the other one seemed strangely dull. “I will see you again before you leave …. And you will not regret it …. But my full moon hasn’t. Andie said, "I am staying with you tonight." Where will you sleep, Sugar?" I asked."I will start out in the chair, but I mean to sleep in the bed with you if you can stand it," she said."I would love that. Thank you, Baby," I told her.That is just what Andie did. She started sleeping in the chair, but got in the small bed with me and carefully cuddled and helped me sleep.The next check by the nurse made me have to tell her I asked Andie to rest with me so I would feel better. I seemed to be.