“I don’t like coffee, but I’ll come inside,” she replied. 'Perfect, she’s letting down her defenses!' I thought to myself as Amber and I sat...on the edge couch in the living room. A minute later, Erica came into the living room with some beers. “Five minutes till 2015!” she said, excited. “Lets watch some TV,” I said, reaching for the remote and turning on the TV. “Where’s your boyfriend, Amber?” Erica asked. “I don’t know. Probably jail, at a friends house getting high off his ass, who cares?”. Hum dono ne raat ka khana khaya or bed par aa gaye main santosh ko dekh kar hasne laga to wo Boli bahut hasi aa rahi hai maine kaha nahi hasunga kapde utaro na usne kaha mujhse nahi utarte apne aap utar le main khush ho gaya or eke k kar uske sare kapde utar diye or buri tarha se chipak gaya didi ke badan se didi ne kaha are pagal apne kapde to utar le to maine bhi keh diya mujhse nahi utarte khud hi utar lo wo pehle thoda hasi or phir mere tan se har kapda alag kar diya or boli bata ab kiya. It sent shivers through her body and she left out a little moan ‘aah!’. It was becoming difficult for her to control and all that public made her scared too. So she held my hand and placed it aside and said ‘Don’t’.I was disappointed, but I was so turned on that it was impossible for me to resist myself.After a few minutes, I folded my hands, placing left hand over right above my chest. With the right hand, I started touching her right boob. She gave me an angry look, but I didn’t stop. I was. Over these last few days... Something has changed inside me.I?ve discovered interests I didn't know I had... Feelings I've neverexperienced before... My body... I?ve always ignored it but now I'm awareof it, I'm even beginning to enjoy it... I want to continue down thispath, I feel so right when I?m this way. I feel like I'm findingmyself...We stared deeply into each others eyes for a couple of silent minutes. Inoticed her eyes were getting wet, not full tears but just a hint, enoughto sense.